So tomorrow is our appointment at the fertility clinic in Darlington, our story is being written up by the press and I am feeling nervous....always get this way before anything big happening, especially hospital appointments and knowing we have to go through all the tests and questions again...

Reminding myself constantly that there is a point to all the questions and the prodding and poking....making a miracle and making our dreams come true, that is the point and that is what keeps me going...

Came across this quote, seems to fit quite perfectly at the moment...

Full of cold and not feeling great but keeping myself busy by slowly putting together our calendar ( thank goodness my husband is so talented with his photoshop skills) and also going to start a scrap book too....and one day when the book is full we can perhaps look back and say...

"It was all worth it"