And then....on Wednesday night we had 'Date Night', Pete took me out for a meal and we watched a film...it was lovely just the 2 of us, Pete has been working every day just lately so this was a well deserved treat.
Lastnight, as we had rented out 4 films, one of which was a 'boy' film, I let Pete watch it in bed so I could fall asleep naturally and hoorah, it worked! So, maybe this is the way forward! Letting Pete watch a film in bed at bedtime and me being able to fall asleep without stressing myself out :)
I cannot believe it is just 3 weeks tomorrow until our fundraiser event, it's crazy how fast time is going at the moment, it will soon be a year since I have worked! I have sent out table plans to everyone that has stalls at our event and think everything is just about in place now although I must admit I will be alot happier once we have sold most of the tickets for the evening event, I know it will be a great night and hope we can get the support we need to make it a great success :)
And then, after our event, Christmas is upon us.....my aim is to have a relax and to enjoy a few months where I can switch off from everything until Springtime when we can think about organising something else, but until then I think I need/want/must have some down time and try and focus my mind elsewhere, as much as I want my family to be complete I must remember I still need to live and try to be happy and spend some quality time with my husband <3
Every now and again I stop, and I think, and I remember why we are doing this and sometimes I smile....but sometimes I cry....sometimes with sadness and sometimes with happiness......and every night I go to sleep I hope and I pray that oneday we will be complete and we will have our special little family....I cannot wait for that day xx
Things that made me smile today :
~ A day in my PJ's & Slipper Sox and being snuggled up infront of a film with my gorgeous husband
~ Another homemade tea as part of my aim to lose some weight
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