Lots of planning and preparing happening in our house and my Mum's house at the moment, boxes of raffle prizes, tombola prizes, things for sale, balloons, money boxes, pens, paper, flyers....so much stuff!
Just over a week away, i'm feeling excited but anxious....I just want our day, that we have worked so hard for, to be a great success. Not just for us but for everyone else that has helped us and also everyone that is coming along on the day and being part of it all with us.
Had a few 'blips' in the last week, moments of madness and tears and total loss of control! How on earth my husband puts up with me I will never know but Pete, if you are reading this, once again, I thank you so much for putting up with me, I love you xx
Contemplating going to have a chat with my doctor again soon as I just aren't happy with my total lack of sleep, not sure if it's related to my tablets...too many, not enough...or if my mind is just working above and beyond what my tablets are supposed to be doing for me. Something I am going to think about over this coming week.
This is my 20th blog entry....it started at the end of July with a story of what me and Pete have been through this year and is now, what appears to be....my diary!! I do keep reading back through it and do keep hoping that oneday, perhaps even years from now, I will read back on all my thoughts and feelings and be able to smile and say I got through it all, I hope it all makes me a stronger person and that a positive comes from everything.
And soon, Christmas will be upon us......but that can wait until the 2nd of December, something new to think about!
Things that made me smile today :
~ Kind words from friends
~ Kind words from friends
~ My husband bringing me ice cream
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